January 2012
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heading into allston to suzy’s new years eve party with tyler and joe, wuddup triiiiick.
December 2011
2 tags
4:39 A.M.
goodnight.
i am so in love, it’s sort of awesome.
i can’t wait to give my boo his presents, so excited, weeeee!
this is probably the worst christmas i’ve ever experienced. i have no christmas spirit in me, it doesn’t even feel like it’s real and on top of that i’m sitting alone in my room on tumblr, my life has been nothing but stress and anxiety for the past month. i think it might take me a week to get back to my normal self. this is so depressing, really it is.
getting shit done for the party tomorrow with joe, doing a project on buddhism, killing myself, etc.
depressed and stressed.
“If the world could remain within a frame like a painting on the wall, I think...”
– Conor Oberst
i want to smoke a bowl with you and sit on your bed and listen to jazz. then we can fall asleep next to each other, it’ll be nice.
feeling about 75% less stressed than i did yesterday.
ten page paper on definite descriptions, but i don’t even know what my fucking thesis is or should be… this is basically the only grade for that class why is this so hard? why did i wait so long to start this? why do i suck?
on top of that i have to write a paper on the lysis and study for a lit final.
i want to die.
“We all spend so much time not saying what we want, because we know we can’t have...”
– A Long Way Down by Nick Hornby
fucking shit, i’ve been sitting here for the past like 5 hours trying to build up enough motivation to write this stupid paper, it’s not even going to be a hard paper to write, why can’t i do this? what. the. fuck.
“Let yourself be silently drawn by the strange pull of what you really love. It...”
– Rumi (via latikaaaa)
i wish this school had better food.
i wish i didn’t have allergies right now.
i wish i could do these stupid assignments.
i wish it was 2 o’clock.
i wish my hair would dry nice and wavy.
i wish school was done.
i wish i could find a dress for the christmas party.
i wish junk food wasn’t so bad for you.
i wish my the fat on me would just go away.
i wish i was laying...
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i can’t seem to focus on these assignments, i want to, but i don’t think i even know what focus is right now, haha.
